By Your Side


There will never be a time when that song comes on,


the Sade, 


when I won't feel you inside of me, 


kneeling on the sofa, 


your stomach pressed against my back, 


your fingers laced around each other in a fist, 


pulling through my hair, 


just enough not to be polite.


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